The Kai-List

The Kai-List trust me, you have to read this to know me ;)

So how do i begin this?

My gut is telling me right now that maybe the best thing for me and you is to know me with the aid of this list.

oh how i hope this would help...

Sometimes i feel like a CANVAS PLAIN, clear, blank a gateway to art or maybe mess. A platform for expression.

Sometimes i feel like a confession. Forbidden, dark, hidden. Authenticity, reality, truth. Longing for utterance

On mondays i feel like a stone. Heavy, stationary. Too lazy to get up from bed. I am just kidding :)

But mostly i feel like a pencil. Sometimes DULL. SOMETIMES sharp. Endless potential. But not permanent. And that's the point.

Havent i told you that we will do this in list?

So here it goes..

1. Im filled with thorns because im a rose.

Just like everybody else, I am flawed. I don't go in perfect packages. I bloom yet I grow thorns too. I'm not flawless and it's okay.

2. I talk behind my friends' backs because i'm telling the world how awesome they are.

Believe it or not, I'm a loyal person and an even more loyal friend. I don't talk trash behind my friends' backs. If I do, it's only because I cant help but be proud of my squad.

3. I stutter words because I care and love the person I'm communicating to.

As a communicator, many expects that my expertise is speaking swiftly. But I stutter out words because I am a human full of emotions. I communicate truth and deep thoughts accompanied with my own roller coaster of emotions. I'm lost for words because I'm overcame with the love and care towards the receiver of my message.

4. I stumble and fall because I choose to keep trying.

I don't easily give up. When I fall and break, I don't back down. When I'm tired and weak, I choose to go slow than stop at all. I'm fragile like everybody else yet I'm brave for putting up the strength to go through life every new day.

5. I surrender my all because i want to feel whole.

My faith in the Lord is what I value most. According to His word, when you surrender everything unto God, it's His time to have access in our lives. And I know for sure I've found wholeness and completeness with God's presence in my life.

6. I choose to shut up because i listen.

One of my friends noticed that I belong to so many groups and among us, I got the longest list of friends. She wondered why and and I wondered too, knowing I'm the boring type of friend compared to others. But she came to realize that my secret is that I shut up and I listen. I listen like my whole being is interested to whatever my friends are saying or ranting about. So I guess, I'm a listener then.

7. I take pauses because i love to contemplate my future days and my plans or goals.

I'm not the type of person who just dive into something or act into something without really thinking about it. With that, I know full well that I've contemplated my future career and plans to its extent. I pause and think, weighing out my choices and possible outcomes. I don't just dive in. Given that, I know a bigger piece of my heart belongs to the advertising and public relations industry. I love the nature of work and I believe my skills and talents are mostly inclined to what I have to face when I entered the ad and PR world. Meanwhile, the smaller piece of my heart belongs to the film and creative writing industry. Ironic, trust me I know, I don't write as creative as others are, but my fascination and interest to those fields are way too much. Films have conquered me long before I entered this degree and I believe that after I graduate I'll fall even more inlove in this industry.

This is the awkward part. I'm not really sure how to end this. So, I think I just really have to end this. I'll spare you the awkward-silence-i-dont-know-what-to-say part. Okay, goodbye.

No, im kidding. I havent told you my name yet.

I am Kaira S. Tiozon.

A paradox.

A pseudohuman being.

And i welcome you to my coffee-induced world.

Fin.

Appreciate

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