Awaken the Medicine Within Five Week Alchemical Journey With Cutting-Edge Transformational Tools

Awaken The Medicine Within Provides a five week alchemical journey, which includes a virtual prep & post program and a five day in-person immersive.

The Medicine Within, is calling you to consciously step into your Spiritual Alchemy journey to discovering all of Oneself. It invites you on the path of uncovering the Truth. The Truth about the Soul, Cosmos, and Nature. Your Spiritual Alchemy journey is about letting go off one’s redundant qualities. It is about embracing one’s Highest Self. The ancient art of alchemy was the search for spirit in matter. In modern life, it is a way of deepening your own relationship with the sacred dimension of life.

Alchemy’s greatest achievement is to create a relationship between our inner world and our outer world. While physical alchemy deals with altering and transforming the properties in the physical world, spiritual alchemy is connected with freeing your spiritual self from your fears, limiting beliefs systems, and lack of self-acceptance.

“At the center of your being you have the answer; you know who you are and you know what you want.” - Lao Tzu

During this Five Week Intimate Alchemical Immersion you will experience a journey into the depth of your being. The container is set with a virtual preparation and integration program and adding a five day intimate in person immersive . The immersive will unfold with Sound healing, Therapeutic breath work, Cacao Ceremony, Somatic Practices, Belief work, Personal Coaching, Shamanic Healing, and Sacred Toad 5-MeO-DMT Medicine or Psilocybin ceremonies (dates below). In the pristine Dutch, or Portuguese countryside were you will have the ability to heal, align and integrate your new insights in a magical historical boutique setting.

Natasja Pelgrom designed this unique program, that aims to incorporates traditional knowledge, modern research, and therapeutic practices. The team of facilitators (below their bio's) have together over 35+ years of experience working with individuals and groups with therapeutic, holistic healing modalities, sacred technology, ancient practices while bridging into modern-day approaches with a sense of playfulness.

Life changing, life changing, life changing! I have worked with Natasja and her team twice now, and I cannot say enough about the profound impact of her work, with both immediate and long term, tangible benefits. The setting was quiet, beautiful and idyllic for our retreat. The work to prepare ourselves for our journey through intentions, journaling, group discussions, yoga, and sound and breath work felt almost as powerful as the medicine itself. Natasja and her team are incredibly talented and well prepared, and it is highly likely that you will both laugh heartily and shed a beautiful tear or two (or three!) throughout your stay. The food was excellent and nourishing as well. Just be prepared! The lack of caffeine is real! I can’t say enough about how truly beautiful, spiritual, professional and maternal Natasja and her team are – just the best. - Richard M. // Investor // USA Joined on of our 2020 Retreat

Awaken to the life that your soul has intended!

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“There is a world beyond ours, a world that is far away, nearby and invisible.” - Maria Sabina - Curandera of the Mazatec indigenous ethnicity of the state of Oaxaca in Mexico.

The Alchemical Offering

∞ DIVINE MEDICINE - Whether you know it or not, this Bufo Alvarius 5-MeO-DMT Initiation is about connecting to your deeper self and becoming aware of what it is to live a conscious loving life. It doesn’t mean that you have to live a completely different life, but this experience can Awaken you to aspects of your reality that were previously hidden.

In sacred ceremony, the 5-MeO-DMT from Toad venom from the Sonoran Desert can awaken and inform you of the total knowledge available within you. Amongst those who have partaken in this initiation there is often reference to a total reset. This is most significantly a holistic reset that allows for a deep release of destructive emotional & mental patterns, as well as an influx of life force that is both inspirational & transformative.

The medicine experience is a blessing, one that increases a sense of peace, personal integrity, and a bigger capacity for love and acceptance. It is also one of the most intense, rewarding, and otherworldly experiences you can have.Therefore, the approach to this medicine is a synergy of the best of two worlds, one where wisdom tradition is honoured and the other where counselling and integration are an intricate part of the total experience.

∞ EARTH MEDICINE - You are invite to connect with the totality of you with the Spirit of Psilocybin. Psilocybin is the Entheogen that we can work with during our 5-day set-up. Psilocybin is the substance found in magic Mushrooms and Truffles that have show to support your on going growth and healing.

Their impact on culture has literally spanned human history. From the earliest cave paintings, shamanic traditions to modern religion, these fungi have helped to shape parts of our consciousness. Magic mushrooms and Psilocybin Truffles are non-toxic and have even been found to encourage neurogenesis (the growth of new brain cells.) We are inviting you to an opportunity to expose you to the wonders of this medicine as an assistant to your life journey and as a tool for the exploration of your Soul, Body, and Mind.

∞ HEART MEDICINE - We work with the spirit of Sacred Cacao in our integration setting. This medicine is one of the most powerful, gentle facilitators, teachers and guides on the planet. Cacao opens the heart and allows for a deeper, authentic love-based connection with yourself, others, the world and all of life.

You will experience a Cacao ceremony that is specifically designed for psychedelic sharing and integration work. This journey is specifically focused to help you find clarity, and process some of the more confusing aspects of your experiences. Cacao is the perfect medicine to dive deep and integrate, while remaining fully conscious and aware.

∞ BREATH MEDICINE - Breath-Therapy such as Transformational, Holotropic or Circular Breathing, is a very deep therapeutic technique, in which one through accelerated and deepened breathing with an open mouth while lying down can reach access to his subconsciousness as well as enter into higher states of consciousness.

During a breath session all levels of our being are addressed. On the physical and mental level it is a deep cleansing process. Emotions and body sensations can arise that are associated with unprocessed experiences and old traumas, which are stored in the muscles and in the cell consciousness and can be integrated and cured through the breathing. On a spiritual level one can open oneself to a transpersonal experience, perceive oneself as a spiritual being and receive deep insights into its human potential.

∞ SACRED SOUND MEDICINE - In the realm of healing techniques, sound work inhabits a curious space: It has been used for thousands of years—think of overtone chanting from Central Asia, for example—yet, it’s also one the frontiers of modern neuroscience. In shamanic traditions, perhaps the original form of energetic medicine, the commondenominator is drumming, chanting or singing. Often, the shaman has received the gift of shamanic chants, or songs through meditations, dreams or encounters with powerful animals and spirits. There are many forms of sound and song being a part of this setting, Ikaro and Soulsong are important pillars to your healing journey with us.

∞ EMBODIMENT MEDICINE - To help open your body to explore, integrate and express the masculine and feminine aspects of yourself, we will use Yoga, Qigong and/or 5Rhythms®You are going to explore the areas of the body beyond the rigidity of daily movement and through this depth can create new pathways for energy (prana) to move through us and helps to release tension and memory from the body.

With the 5Rhythms, we are invited to allow the wisdom of our bodies in motion to bless us with a wave of creative freedom, while dancing out what moves in. The 5Rhythms are states of Being. They are markers on the way back to a real self, a vulnerable, wild passionate, instinctive self. To dive in a Wave of 5 Rhythms is like experiencing a direct connection with our inner most Elements, as if we were listening the echoes of our own story, from the source of who we are.

BEYOND THE ‘’ME’’ – Depending on the individual needs of our group, our retreat may go way beyond our program and individual issues. We invite you to be fully present and with an open heart.

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“Your own Self-Realization is the greatest service you can render the world.” - Ramana Maharshi


Ibiza // Netherlands // Portugal

Awaken the Medicine Within - Five Week Alchemical Journey with Virtual Prep & Integration Program and An In-Person Immersive

  • In-Person Immersive includes:
  • Four Nights and Five Days Shared Accommodation
  • Multiple Sacred Medicine Ceremonies
  • Belief Work & Shamanic Journeying
  • Sacred Songs for Physical, Mental, Energetic and Spiritual balance
  • Sacred Plant Baths, Custom-Blended to Support Your Intention
  • Group Breathwork & Sound-bath Integration
  • Somatic Dynamic Practices
  • Cacao and/or Tabacco Ceremonies
  • Yoga/Qigong, Meditation + Sharing circles
  • Personal and Group Integration Coaching
  • Journaling, Silent Walks & Wellness Experience
  • Multiple Virtual Preparation and Integration Group Sessions
  • Two month free access to our membership and community portal
  • Delicious organic vegetarian meals optimised to ceremony guidelines
  • Dietary support, guidance and instruction before, during and after the ceremonies.
  • Transportation to and from local International Airport
  • NOT Included Airfare and PCR testing

Your personal investment for this full program €3333,-

This is a very powerful spiritual experience and is not for everyone. To ensure a high quality and boutique experience we limit the sizes of our groups from 6 to 12 participants, depending on the program and group consultations. We also hold firm standard for dietary, drug and lifestyle protocols prior and post retreat.

2022 Dates & entheogenic Offerings

Sacramental Gathering - Psilocybin Retreats

We can change our beliefs, health, programming and dedication: they were changed before. To build a world where our human need for caring connection is honored and supported, we must go from Self into We. We can each play a part in leaving behind teachings idealizing pain, death, and hate and re-creating a partnership spirituality focused on joy, life, and love.

TOWARDS WHOLENESS - Psilocybin Retreats For Women

In this container for and by women we go beyond the Maiden, Mother, Crone, & Queen archetypes, it’s time to transcend the personal and collective relationship within patriarchal ideology. We invite you to dismantle the Animus from Within. And embrace your Lineage, Sovereignty and Divine intuition.

THE MEDICINE WITHIN - Bufo Alvarius 5-MeO-DMT Retreats

The Medicine within invites you on the path of uncovering Truth. The Truth about the Soul, Cosmos, and Nature. The ancient art of alchemy was the search for spirit in matter. In modern life, it is a way of deepening your own relationship with the sacred dimension of life.

Your all-in personal investment is €3333,-

Additional private preparation and integration coaching also available upon request.

Deposit: All will receive preparation advice, and will be required to fill out a questionnaire and make a deposit payment of € 1550,- in order to secure a place. Full payment is due 60 days prior to retreat date. Please beware that the deposits are non-refundable 30 days before the start of the retreat.

We believe in the Practices of Generosity and Gratitude. The practices of generosity and gratitude are considered foundations on which to build a good life in many of the world’s wisdom traditions. Generosity practice need not always be monetary. Daily generosity might include a gentle smile and a kind word for someone in need, a long enfolding hug for a suffering friend, truly listening to someone’s story, or volunteering to help. And, of course, financial generosity is crucial to building a caring society based on the flow of our love and resources.The practice of giving is universally recognised as one of the most basic human virtues, a quality that testifies to the depth of one’s humanity. We therefore hope to inspire those that can to step into the act of contribution and donate towards our scholarship initiative. For those that want to apply for Payment Plan, Financial Assistance or want to become a Volunteering Ally please read here.

Private & Tailor-made retreats

Tailor-made Awaken The Medicine Within retreats are a bespoke experience, the ultimate in a private retreat where you can have your comforts and have a deep transformative space with friends, family and/or kindred spirits, infused with ritual, ceremony and holistic healing practices. With many years experience of running our signature retreats, the team can confidently tailor the itinerary to suit the needs, learning, commitment, growth and desires of your group.

  • Benefits of a tailored experience:
  • A retreat at a time when you want it
  • A tailored timetable for ceremonie, activities and relaxation
  • Be surrounded by those special to you
  • If you have a leadership group that wants to deep dive together in a private and boutique experience.
Meet Natasja Pelgrom, Founder Awaken the Medicine Within

Your Personal Guides

Natasja Pelgrom is a sacred medicine woman, mystic, devotional creative and visionary who leads spiritual alchemy journeys. She is the creatrix of the Phoenix Rising Course, a 6 month in-person Awaken Self-Love course, is the founder of Awaken The Medicine Within Retreats and Programs, and Natasja is a highly intuitive guide and has held training, assisting, and facilitation roles in over 800 psychedelic ceremonies. Natasja was also a founding member of the Synthesis Institute, leading the psilocybin assisted Wellness retreats for over 3+ years and key curator of the online Wellness program, and the Women’s Leadership Retreat.

Born in Amsterdam to a Dutch mother and Portuguese father, Natasja’s clear-sensory abilities were first evident in childhood. Throughout her professional development, she maintained strong ties to her innate sense of spirituality, by concurrently studying energy healing, Shamanism, Reiki, ThetaHealing®, emotional freedom techniques (EFT), and neuro-linguistic programming (NLP). In 2013, Natasja decided to leave the rat-race behind, fully-embracing her guiding inclinations, to dedicate herself to the exploration of consciousness and to help others using the knowledge gained from a lifelong fascination with our Divine connections.

In her search to understand Truth about the Soul, Cosmos, Nature and her personal visions she explored alchemical teachings, like the ancient Sephardic Kabbalah dream and intent work, the Feminine gems of Intuitive in Sacred Geometry, Female Taoist Masters, Mary Magdalena Sacred teachings, the Human Energy System, Energy Fields around the Body and Earth, the Sacred Geometry of the Human Lightbody, Programming and Creating (surrogate) Mer-Ka-Ba, and Healing from the Prana Sphere. She is highly influenced by the Lakota, Kogi, The Seri or Comcaac, Mazatec, and Pagan traditions. In her rituals and ceremonies you may experience a neo-shamanic approach to the space and use of the elements, while maintaining a reverence for the traditions and acknowledging its Elders and teachers.

Till today she continues to be a student of the Sacred Wisdom and Ancient Mystery School teachings from the Hopi and American Indian tradition, her Elders and teachers are Grandmother Medicine Song and Wisdom Singer. Curious to hear Natasja's own voice and stories, listen here to interviews with her on the Third Wave and/or here with Isra Garcia on Disrupt Everything.

Meet Lorraine, Sacred Medicine Women

Lorraine Glatigny, is a Western healer who began her work with traditional medicine Shipibo in 2008. In her first apprenticeship year she did a one year of learning diet, as it is traditionally done in the Amazon. She was given a Western plant, which allowed her to reconnect with the medicinal plants of Europe and thus create a bridge between Amazonian medicine and the lost knowledge of our grandmothers of Europe.

She learned from Mesta Niwe Western man, Panshin Beka and Justina “Muraya” women, a title given to the most advanced level of Shipibo medicine, with whom she performed several diets and long stay in the Amazon rainforest. Through the diet these women have passed on their knowledge of how to enter into direct energetic relationship with plants and treat patients by singing sacred songs which work directly on energy. She spent several months with various traditional Filipino healers who passed on her the oldest practice of healing, the "Hilot", therapeutic massage. She also learned from the Queeros, the last Peruvian Andes descend from the Incas. She lived among the Tao't Batu (people of the rock) in the Philippines, one of the few tribes isolated from the rest of the country, where her integration was possible because they recognized her as healers.

As part of her initiation into shamanism, she realized that she needed to deepen her connection with her divine feminine, in order to understand what constitutes the essence of feminine nature, and to find the "wild" woman within her. Her exploration of the feminine energy with the guardians of the divine feminine, drive her today to share this knowledge with westerners women in order to help them to listen to their body and femininity. Want to listen, feel and learn more about Lorraine, listen to The Awaken Podcast where Natasja and Lorraine talk about Amazonian Sacred Teachings, Traditional Plant Medicines and Psychedelics Facilitation. Here Spotify link or Apple Podcast.

Meet Nora, Sacred Medicine Women

Nora Mamblona is a medicine woman, a sacred plant teacher, and spiritual therapist. She is a visionary, born in Munich to a German mother and a Spanish father. Her training includes being an apprentice of a feminine energetical healer since 2004, combined with the teachings and trainings by the Crimson Circle, and Kryon as channeled by Lee Carroll, and the workshops by Jeff and Susan Allen, master trainers of Psychology of Vision. Since 2005, Nora is giving sessions as spiritual trauma therapist and healing practitioner of psychotherapy.

In 2012, Madrecita, Mother Ayahuasca, Grandfather Peyote and Grandfather Wachuma came into her life. She soon after started conducting her own Ayahuasca ceremonies. Deepening this sacred plant medicine work, she began her training as Ayahuascera of the Shipibo tradition under Ricardo Amaringo at Nihue Rao Centro Espiritual in the Peruvian Amazon in 2018 with a dieta of 18 months. In 2020 she completed a one-year Compassionate Inquiry training with Dr. Gabor Matè for integration of sacred plant and mushroom ceremonies and childhood trauma. She continued with a training in Acceptance and Commitment Therapy, and will soon finish her master in psychology and neuroscience of healing at the King’s College London writing her thesis about psilocybin-assisted therapy for treatment of childhood trauma.

Meet Rui & Sabine, 5Rhythms® facilitators

Rui & Sabine are both 5Rhythms® facilitators, trained by Gabrielle Roth and certified by the International Moving Center School. They first met at the magic confluence of their changing lives process, when together at the 5R's Teachers Training in New York, sharing their first precious momentums in love. Since 2008, they teach together the 5Rhythms® Moving Meditation practice in Portugal and France.

Sabine, half french/half Swedish, was born in France but always felt that Sweden was her island of freedom, where she received the sweet remembrance of Belonging to Nature. She early became a dedicated listener and drawn to being of support to others. Becoming a lawyer, representing the artists in court, while, at the same time studying traditional Japanese Medicine, has been her way to find some balance in those sides of her big heart, but not yet her true expression. When she met and committed to the 5Rhythms dance she earned the smile of her Soul and soon witnessed her life shapeshifting in a very organic way. She was blessed to work very closely with teachers that have shown her the way to the Sacred within the Dance, Art, Nature, often close to the roots of Celtic wisdom. She has since immersed herself in various other trainings with the purpose to support others in their own quest: Family Constellations; Vedic Art; Soul Purpose.

Rui, was born in Portugal and loves to embody his mission of sharing his own experience of finding his soul purpose in life. Since a little kid staring at the night sky, he intuitively knew that his way was to follow and manifest his meaningful dreams. So, from his first passion, came the actual fascination for cosmology, well impregnated by myth and the symbolic language of astrology. Other passions followed where being an athlete, was his initiation to become an adventure sports teacher. Till the day he had transcended his creative force, and started to take off his mask of a successful business man and gave space and permission for his new true self, to exist. Today, in gratitude for all those key moments in life, he is clear about the non optional steps for a traditional "career". He keeps nourishing his renewed sense of wonder, like an innate somatic activist, feeding his spirit of a pioneer.

Meet Mela, Breath & Cacao Ceremony Facilitator

Mela Mariposa, is a breathwork facilitator, spirit coach and cacao mama, she loves sharing her passion in rituals and ceremonies. The main focus in Mela's work is to accompany her clients/groups into a state of presence and into their heart space, where transformation can take place. She loves working with people who want to develop their potential and fulfil their dreams, people who are ready to go deep and want to dissolve old patterns and habits

Mela has a huge background knowledge, she worked for over 12 years as a nurse in psychiatric clinics, she is a holistic nutritionist and spent years studying the science and practise of traditional yoga. She has lived, trained and taught in various communities in Asia and Europe. Nowadays she integrates shamanic work, western therapeutic elements and elements from traditional Yoga & Tantra. Her Cacao Rituals are a blend of everything she does, focusing on the power of intention and connection. She has a deep passion for this sacred medicine and loves sharing it with joy, depth, playfulness and meaning. She works intuitively with every group, means no ritual is ever the same.

May We Walk In Beauty.

“Mine is the art of inspiring people to turn themselves inside out, transform their suffering into art, their art into awareness, and their awareness into action.” Gabrielle Roth

The Awaken Podcast

Curious about topics around sacred plant medicines, psychedelics, wisdom traditions, ascension, and day to day personal development practice. Listen to The Awaken Podcast with Natasja Pelgrom.

In each episode, Natasja and her guests dive deep into the exploration of consciousness. You will hear heart-opening conversations and inspiring interviews with leaders from all over the world.

The Awaken Podcast also provides a series called “Women in Psychedelics”. This podcast series does an amazing job of telling the stories of fascinating women who are currently making an impact within the psychedelic and plant healing movement.

Get ready to, crack your brain, open your heart, and be positively entertained!

Join our Sacred Membership portal!

Awaken The Medicine Within Membership and Community is here to support you in living a sovereign life. As a member, each month you will have access to meditations, teachings, rituals, healing tools, and workbooks, to help you remember your purpose, feel centered and live an aligned life.

Also included is an invitation to attend a monthly live circle with Natasja and access to the supportive community of people who are devoted to building a new paradigm. You'll also the first to hear about new courses, collaborations, and sacred medicine immersions!

“Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks inside awakens.” - Carl Jung
The Squared Circle: an alchemical symbol illustrating the interplay of the four elements of matter.


See what these folks have to say about Awaken The Medicine Within retreats!

Baz H. // Egineer // U.K.
This trip was something of a way of treating myself to a safe space to explore something I've always been interested in. I got so much more from it than I expected and would highly recommend to (almost) anyone. Natasja and her team are phenomenal facilitators, and create a container where you can find yourself and truly grow. I am forever grateful that I had the chance to do this. - 2021 Retreat
Nana F. // M.D. // Norway
ATMW holds the ability to beautifully bridge science and traditions in a grounded, supporting and caring container. A truly life changing experience that I highly recommend to anyone who seeks healing and personal growth. 2021 Retreat
Anonymous // Diplomat
The ATMW retreat is, in a word, transformational. After having participated in other plant medicine retreats in the past, I was astounded and humbled by the depth of Natasja and Lorraine's expertise and loving care. It was so easy to put my trust in them; their wisdom, intuition and commitment allows for the cultivation of community and a container in which it feels safe to finally let go of that which is holding you back. Because of this retreat, I am experiencing the shifts I need to bring me closer toward wholeness. The gifts I have received in return for taking the leap of faith to join this journey are only beginning to unfold, and I am forever grateful. 2021 Retreat
Daniel A. // Architect // Dubai
"In the current rushed and saturated psychedelic space, ATMW is that rare thing: a container that honors tradition without ever being performative; honest and direct but never transactional; grounded in humanity but open to the mystery. An experience guided by a deep understanding of the spirit of the medicine, wisdom, and love." 2021 Retreat
Catalina B. // Global Head of Sustainable Business // Germany
" The ATMW retreat with Natasja was absolutely magical. It was beautiful to experience the power of psychedelic medicine being led by a medicine woman that combines incredibly deep ancestral knowledge with yet a modern approach that blends also the latest science on this. I can’t recommend this retreat enough." 2021 Retreat
Andre A. // Sales & Relationship Manager // Swiss
"I highly recommend Natasja‘s ATMW retreats and would put my hand on the fire for them. She takes a lot of time to set intentions with the clients, has the talent to creat incrediby beautiful settings and puts so much detail in all aspects. At the Awaken Medicine Retreat they use various modalities such as yoga / qigong, cacao ceremonies, breathwork and soundhealing to create a wellrounded experience for healing, growth, inspiration and transformation. Natasja is an exceptional guide and I always felt safe and in good hands. I had a lifechanging and magical experience. With Natasja‘s warm and positive charisma, she is also able to build a wonderful team around herself, which, for example cook the most delicious dishes and prepares vacation spots where you feel home." 2019 Retreat
Krystyna L. // Interior Designer // US
"Natasja and her team were absolutely amazing! I totally enjoyed every minute of the retreat and I would love to come again and again! Everything was beyond great: atmosphere, schedule, guidance, food, place, setting – absolutely perfect!! I had the most incredible and profound trips and I am very grateful that they made the setting and the experience so I was feeling comfortable, safe, protected, professionally guided and navigated. I truly could trust them and dive in freely into the unknown , it was as if they knew exactly what I need to have the best possible experience. Very personalized approach to every participant makes her retreats truly unique and deep. Another amazing experience I had on the course “Yinomai”, and on private session – it was very transformational as well. Love you ,Natasja, and love what you do! So much looking forward to the next time!" 2020 Retreat
Rich M. // Investor // US
"Life changing, life changing, life changing! I have worked with Natasja and her team twice now, and I cannot say enough about the profound impact of her work, with both immediate and long term, tangible benefits. The setting was quiet, beautiful and idyllic for our retreat. The work to prepare ourselves for our journey through intentions, journaling, group discussions, yoga, and sound and breath work felt almost as powerful as the medicine itself. Natasja and her team are incredibly talented and well prepared, and it is highly likely that you will both laugh heartily and shed a beautiful tear or two (or three!) throughout your stay. The food was excellent and nourishing as well. Just be prepared! The lack of caffeine is real! I can’t say enough about how truly beautiful, spiritual, professional and maternal Natasja and her team are – just the best." 2020 Retreat
Alex A. // Fitness Entrepreneur // US
"Awaken the Medicine Within Retreat led by Natasja was honestly the most transformational and life change experience I have ever been a part of. She creates an environment of safety, security, and curiosity so that it’s very easy to let go of your ego and go deep within yourself to truly start the journey of who you really are." 2019 Retreat
Tomm M. // Co-Founder Animation Studio and Production Company// Ireland
“Natasja Pelgrom is a remarkably gifted and skilled guide and healer. On a basic human level, she is sensitive and intuitive and seems to have an ability to listen and understand people that’s pretty rare these days. She brings ancient wisdom and traditions to the ceremonies and workshops she holds. She has a powerful presence during the ceremony yet holds the space with a gentle, non-judgmental, friendly and down to earth attitude.
I have been amazed how she can hold each person story and be aware of what they need to work on at any moment, always knowing when we need guidance and when we need to work thru what comes up alone. Her work before and after each ceremony is equally important and she has helped me enormously both with preparation and integration. I am also impressed with how quickly and precisely she can get to the root of whatever is disturbing someone to help them identify it and work thru it.
What I like best is that despite her considerable gifts and skills she does not have a “spiritual ego” or fall into the trap of becoming a sort of guru or hold herself at a remove from clients, rather she reminds us that we are all human and have human frailties and with that she puts us at ease and allows us to explore both our vulnerabilities and strengths.” 2018 Retreat
Kim // Marketing Director // Netherlands
''I’m eternally grateful for the wonderful Otac medicine s and the loving support, guidance, intuition and care of Natasja. This sacred medicine has completely transformed my life in 6 months and empowered me to resolve deep unconscious layers in my bodies that have been affecting me on a day to day basis. The medicine enables you to become aware of your personal challenges (programs, beliefs etc.) at the heart of the core and helps you to transform from the inside out. It awakens your own power and strength, catalyzing your growth and helping you to remember who you truly are.'' 2018 Retreat
Alan // Enginere // U.K.
“Natasja's face spins into the maelstrom of purple geometric patterns. I lie back and in an instant it dawns on me how truly amazing life and all of creation is. We are part of an eternal loving and gentle spirit and I have been given this gift of life to cherish. The pain and pleasure are both there to define one another, and it is all perfect. I have that feeling when you wake from a nightmare and your realize it was just a bad dream and in fact it is all okay, just very intense. I begin to laugh uncontrollably, how silly I was not to have grasped it before.
Around me I hear the song of angles. The sounds are passing through me like a comb combing through thick unwashed knotted hair. The sound is passing through my body, combing out the spiritual knots that have been there for so long. I can now release this sadness I have stored inside of me. I have been spiritually blind all my life and all I needed was to open up my eyes and the beauty was way beyond my imagination. This is my second ceremony with Natasja and it has opened up something in me that I subconsciously knew was missing. I had become trapped in way of living where I was not taking pleasure from the beauty all around me, and instead feeling like everything I did was because I had to do it, rather than because I get to do it. Working with Natasja has allowed me to break free and start on a new journey, and it is an exciting one." 2019 Retreat
Michelle B. // Product Manager BI – Analytics // US
"Natasja helped free me from issues that were rooted as deep in my psyche as issues can be. During an hour and a half private Alignment session she cleared dysfunctional patterns and beliefs that’d I’d been carrying since childhood (and been working on resolving with very limited success for more than 15 years). Her heart is large, but she also doesn’t mess around. She has a diverse and unusual toolkit and powerful natural gifts, which together make an incredibly effective combination. She sees right to the heart of things, even things you yourself cannot see (or aren’t willing to look at). For anyone in the messy, difficult, amazing process of transforming who needs a helping hand, good news — the universe has sent you a powerful ally. Are you ready? ” 2017 Retreat
We hope to welcome you in our container of transformation...

''Deep within the human heart lies the desire to awaken the medicine within.'' Natasja Pelgrom


The facilitators are no doctors and therefore we do not give health or medical related advice or counsel directly to a potential participant. All information provided by potential participants is considered completely private and confidential and held in confidence by us when doing an intake. We use these sacred medicines in a ceremonial context and do not distribute or provide advice related to obtaining substances. The use and application of these medicines are at the attendee's decision, responsibility and risk. We reserve the right to use our discretion to refuse anyone that we deem to be unfit for these experiences.

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